Hurt Me Soul

How could you be so heartless.
Once again the dishonesty has not gone in the family, YOU'VE carried it on!
How do I escape from such hurt?
When I have already been through this before!
YOU'RE not even going ahead with this for the right reasons!
YOU'RE so fucking selfish, what about the young people, who are going to be hurt through this?
There the innocent ones, but YOU'RE making them go through the intense PAIN!!
What can I say, I'm disappointed, I thought you were decent and you were good to the family!
OBVIOUSLY NOT!!
The money should not be the main factor to leave someone, Jesus, could you be anymore Fucking Shallow!!

I Know He Is Living In Hell Every Single Day!!
Oh God, is there anyway I can take his place?
Everything is temporary, but rest your head, I'm permanent!

Well I suppose that is 15 years down the drain! What a waste!
I honestly don't think I could be anymore angry!
Well it will surely change.!

How could you be so sick! You're a disgrace
I never want to see your face again!
I will take care of the little ones, I'll make sure they have support, as I know how it feels to be let down by the person closest to you!
You just get on with your life.
The teacher wont teach you know more, your mother wont feed you
You've lost all respect.!!

For the little ones a message of support!!
It's a brand new day.
The sun is shining.
I know, you'll be okay.
You make your past the past.
You have to fall in order to mend.
Every story has a hero, So rise above and take that role.

I love You.
Stay Strong.
X.

Should I Tell Someone?

If someone told me that a friend of mine, his sister was getting bullied at her primary school, should I take the responsibility to tell her parents, even if today when I saw her at an athletics tournament she seemed to be happy and cheerful to me??
However, being a sports coach, I feel that I know have an even bigger responsibility because I used to coach her?
Should I take a blind eye pretend I never heard anything and continue to let her get bullied or should I say something?
But what if i am wrong and she is fine and I get the person who told me in deep trouble. That person is very close to me, sister of my best friend to be precise and she's much younger too which means she probably doesn't understand!

Hmmmmmm..... Shitttttttttttttttt.

Come and Lay With Me

I Love You,
Aww shit, man i really don't wanna leave school! It's times like these i will never forgett ----->
It's what makes school that extra bit special! I'm gonna miss everyone so much, and just writing in the leavers book really lets me know how many memories i have had at Robert May's.
So many to think about!! Not all of them happy, but it has been an absolute blast!!
Friday, is going to be the saddest day ever!! Saying goodbye to all my chums is gonna be the hardest thing i have ever had to do! But it has to be done.................... I suppose

Come and Lay with Me

:O Only 4 Days Left

I can not believe how quickly school has gone past, the best 5 years of my life!
Made so many awesome freinds that i know i will stay close to!! It's a piss take to be honest, never really did any work, up until till now. REVISION REVISION REVISION,,,, Oh wait and a bit more revision!!
School has been awesome though!! Along the years I have picked up so many sporting trophys it's ridiculous!! I think I counted 20, and nearly all of them were gold!! :D
Hey ho, I will miss Robert May's soo much, I hate change! College is going to be so difficult.! But I can't wait for the partyssss!! Wooop Woooooop.
Hmmmmmm anywaysss I'm off to bedddd!!

P.s Dougg sorry i took your sharpy I will give it to you tomorow trust :)

I AM NOT HAPPY, NOT HAPPY ONE BIT! THAT WAS A FAT LOAD OF WANK!!

Chelsea you better win!!

Last night was a freind's birthday, we went out in Basingstoke, had a meal in Coal and went back to hers were we watched Twilight, awesome film. As I was traveling home with my mummy this morning we stopped in tescos to pick up the usual, sour skittles and peanut satay sauce!! We were then off home, traveling back to the excitement of Four Marks (place to be!!) Before we reached the Oak Park Bungalow we stopped in a petrol station. As Mummy Twine was filling up Audrie the Audi I looked up an saw a nun (in her 70's) struggling to undo the cap on her car, so being me i stepped out of the car to lend a helping hand, she gave me a huge grin and said i was 'Very kind'.
As I got back in the car I thought to myself about what a good deed I just did, nobody else was helping her not even middle age people, who are meant to set people like me an example. When i got home i thought about it much more, and i have decided that lots of people are very harsh on our generation, 'The Hoodies' shall i say and at the end of everything i still think were the ones who help out society most!! Yes, we do get drunk, and yes some people do take drugs and smoke, but at then end of the day, you would be lying if you told me that you didn't do that when you was my age.
Whenever I walk past someone I always smile at them, and when they don't smile pack it really upsets me. People like that are very stereotypically they haven't given me a chance, and when i smile at them, i would have thought that i have reassured them that i am not harmless like the media likes to make out.
Thinking back to the petrol station incident, there were loads of people there and all of them were older than me, and yet I was the only one, who could be bothered to get out of the car and help out the the poor little old nun.

Just Give Us A Bit Of Slack!!
Pleasee!!