Thursday 18 June 2009

Shut up bitch!
There's a certain line you just don't cross, and you've fucking crossed it!
Honestly i'm exhausted
What's your problem?
Why you trying to act big infront of everyone!
The issues you have caused, have just fucked everyone up!
How could you?
Just leave him, and love that dick out the blue!!
Are you out of your mind!!
Am I too loud for you?
Too bad bitch your gonna hear me out this time,
Shut the fuck up and let me talk,
I maybe younger than you,
but man i have more common sense!
Money Money Money, that's all it's ever about.
God i'm surprised he hasn't already left you
and payed his fucking ass out!
Man this fucking is fustrating,
My heart is aching!
I'll look after the babies,
and sheild them from the hurt.
You get back to living in the fancy house of yours.
I hope you rot in the fucking floorboards!

Saturday 30 May 2009

Hurt Me Soul

How could you be so heartless.
Once again the dishonesty has not gone in the family, YOU'VE carried it on!
How do I escape from such hurt?
When I have already been through this before!
YOU'RE not even going ahead with this for the right reasons!
YOU'RE so fucking selfish, what about the young people, who are going to be hurt through this?
There the innocent ones, but YOU'RE making them go through the intense PAIN!!
What can I say, I'm disappointed, I thought you were decent and you were good to the family!
OBVIOUSLY NOT!!
The money should not be the main factor to leave someone, Jesus, could you be anymore Fucking Shallow!!

I Know He Is Living In Hell Every Single Day!!
Oh God, is there anyway I can take his place?
Everything is temporary, but rest your head, I'm permanent!

Well I suppose that is 15 years down the drain! What a waste!
I honestly don't think I could be anymore angry!
Well it will surely change.!

How could you be so sick! You're a disgrace
I never want to see your face again!
I will take care of the little ones, I'll make sure they have support, as I know how it feels to be let down by the person closest to you!
You just get on with your life.
The teacher wont teach you know more, your mother wont feed you
You've lost all respect.!!

For the little ones a message of support!!
It's a brand new day.
The sun is shining.
I know, you'll be okay.
You make your past the past.
You have to fall in order to mend.
Every story has a hero, So rise above and take that role.

I love You.
Stay Strong.
X.

Tuesday 19 May 2009

Should I Tell Someone?

If someone told me that a friend of mine, his sister was getting bullied at her primary school, should I take the responsibility to tell her parents, even if today when I saw her at an athletics tournament she seemed to be happy and cheerful to me??
However, being a sports coach, I feel that I know have an even bigger responsibility because I used to coach her?
Should I take a blind eye pretend I never heard anything and continue to let her get bullied or should I say something?
But what if i am wrong and she is fine and I get the person who told me in deep trouble. That person is very close to me, sister of my best friend to be precise and she's much younger too which means she probably doesn't understand!

Hmmmmmm..... Shitttttttttttttttt.

Tuesday 12 May 2009

Come and Lay With Me




I Love You,
Aww shit, man i really don't wanna leave school! It's times like these i will never forgett ----->
It's what makes school that extra bit special! I'm gonna miss everyone so much, and just writing in the leavers book really lets me know how many memories i have had at Robert May's.
So many to think about!! Not all of them happy, but it has been an absolute blast!!
Friday, is going to be the saddest day ever!! Saying goodbye to all my chums is gonna be the hardest thing i have ever had to do! But it has to be done.................... I suppose

Come and Lay with Me

Monday 11 May 2009

:O Only 4 Days Left

I can not believe how quickly school has gone past, the best 5 years of my life!
Made so many awesome freinds that i know i will stay close to!! It's a piss take to be honest, never really did any work, up until till now. REVISION REVISION REVISION,,,, Oh wait and a bit more revision!!
School has been awesome though!! Along the years I have picked up so many sporting trophys it's ridiculous!! I think I counted 20, and nearly all of them were gold!! :D
Hey ho, I will miss Robert May's soo much, I hate change! College is going to be so difficult.! But I can't wait for the partyssss!! Wooop Woooooop.
Hmmmmmm anywaysss I'm off to bedddd!!

P.s Dougg sorry i took your sharpy I will give it to you tomorow trust :)

Wednesday 6 May 2009

I AM NOT HAPPY, NOT HAPPY ONE BIT! THAT WAS A FAT LOAD OF WANK!!